My
fingers rest on this keyboard…Contemplating my direction…lingering thoughts…that
fill my mind…What’s a girl to do? I ask this very question. What’s the answer? Maybe
what I should be asking is…What is holding me back? And the answer is…Me.
The feeling of being stuck…I imagine a road…a
road that leads to…Somewhere, but where? Who am I?
The
answer…
I
am a lover and a fighter…I am a vision…inspiration…devotion and dedication…I am
a Mother…Always and forever.
I
am who I thought everyone wanted me to be…A Mother. A Wife. A Friend… As for Me
being Me…I am Passion…longing…This is the word that best describes Me. Passion
and ever so Passionate…The feeling is exuberating. Like warm Apple Pie…The
sweet taste.
Expression…how
does one express? By living…living a Passionate life. Loving the life You live…Taking
chances…Risk. Traveling into the unknown…letting the “What if’s” fall away…Fear…it
cripples. It robs You of Your Passion…Feel the Fear and do it anyway…Easier
said than done…Control. To be in total control…Of what? You.
I
take a deep breath…Again I ask…Who am I?
Soon…One
day at a time…One Piece at a Time…After all, time is on our side, and yet we
are not promised tomorrow…What are we (Me) waiting for?
I
take responsibility…I will not point the finger…I will not play the blame game…I
will…I will…and I can. This life is good.
Be
Good to You.
Smooches,
Lola
