My
fingers rest on this keyboard…Contemplating my direction…lingering thoughts…that
fill my mind…What’s a girl to do? I ask this very question. What’s the answer? Maybe
what I should be asking is…What is holding me back? And the answer is…Me.
The feeling of being stuck…I imagine a road…a
road that leads to…Somewhere, but where? Who am I?
The
answer…
I
am a lover and a fighter…I am a vision…inspiration…devotion and dedication…I am
a Mother…Always and forever.
I
am who I thought everyone wanted me to be…A Mother. A Wife. A Friend… As for Me
being Me…I am Passion…longing…This is the word that best describes Me. Passion
and ever so Passionate…The feeling is exuberating. Like warm Apple Pie…The
sweet taste.
Expression…how
does one express? By living…living a Passionate life. Loving the life You live…Taking
chances…Risk. Traveling into the unknown…letting the “What if’s” fall away…Fear…it
cripples. It robs You of Your Passion…Feel the Fear and do it anyway…Easier
said than done…Control. To be in total control…Of what? You.
I
take a deep breath…Again I ask…Who am I?
Soon…One
day at a time…One Piece at a Time…After all, time is on our side, and yet we
are not promised tomorrow…What are we (Me) waiting for?
I
take responsibility…I will not point the finger…I will not play the blame game…I
will…I will…and I can. This life is good.
Be
Good to You.
Smooches,
Lola
What a touching post Lola! you are such a wonderful writer! I love it that you know who you are and that you are not afraid to take risks. I love that you won't play the blame game. That's so humbling. There' s something amazing waiting for you. I hope you're having a wonderful day!
ReplyDeleteThank you Lucy...would you believe me if I told you I sat down and bolted this out in a matter of 10 minutes...sometimes when the mood hits me...I write! I love your support and kind words...you are amazing! Thanks...
DeleteI know that feeling of being stuck, of the inability to make the move - any move that propels you forward. You're ability of knowing who you are will be what takes you down your right path. I'm excited about what's to come!
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Eventually the glue falls away and being stuck falls away...next, I will put it all together...I too am excited...nervous, scary, and excited...it's par for the course but in the end...totally worth it! Leaves room for growth...I hope all is well for you...Looking forward to your 7 facts! I love hearing about the ladies I follow...Hugs.
DeleteGetting stuck is not a great feeling. I know cause I've been there too a number of times., But I also found that it was when I was stuck that I pushed myself more and surprised myself at what I could do. Hang in there Lola, getting stuck means you're ready for more great things!
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